Ahh, why?? I can't seem to let the people that I loved, go. Even though the time that I spent with was brief, and shouldn't have had such a huge affect on me, I still feel pain whenever they do (seeming) stupid, or pointless. For some reason I can't bring myself to let go of the feelings that I have for them know the cost that I pay. This is so hard, because I attach myself to someone so strongly and deeply, that I don't know how to recover whenever I lose that person.
So, lets just say that my last post on Timing and Waiting( Just days ago)...well, I'm struggling a little. I'm still doing it, but I'm starting to feel attacked a lot. Which totally stinks, because I don't know how to defend myself. Only through God can I get through this fight. Not by my own will at all, 'cause if it was my own will, I would have never even entertained the thought of waiting in the first place!!
I feel a little better after that! Yep, still waiting on God's timing for my life!
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