My life the past few weeks have been well, painful to be honest. It seems like very time I like a guy, he ends up liking my best friend, and her liking him. This last time was the worst. I really liked this guy, and for a little while he liked me too. But what ended up happening, was that he fell for my best friend. Again...Really??? It seems like this happens every time! I don't want to speak curses or anything on myself, but it's kinda hard to ignore it when it happens again and again. One thing that's been helping me out through this whole thing is God. It seems like I been hearing a lot about Love lately and it's almost annoying me. But after everything happen, it dawned on me that Love is really what I needed to be showing. Even though it's ok for me to be feeling these feelings, I need to not let them take over my life. Now after I've realize that God has plans for me that I can't even begin to understand, I can start to be happy for my friends! I know that it won't be the same as before, but God has a way of turning everything out into something good!
I just have to trust him!
